I wake up around 10:30 and I wait.
I wait for her to call.
No ring just stale air, so I gather my thoughts and take my homework downtown. My phone asks me to grab some keys, which I oblige to do. My friend and I sit in the summer sun laughing and relishing in each others company while the margaritas quickly disappear. One margarita, walk straight. Four margaritas, walk into traffic. We continue our day and travel along. I go to see about a tattoo but instead enjoy Brian's company. He is always so light hearted. The time ticks on and no ring. No ring. I join Aaron and Amy for coffee and we talk about being creepy. Criagslist postings are oh so silly. I finally find myself back home, ready to take a nap, wish my problems away and still no ring. I surf the web for just one second of my time before I unwind to find
Rebecca=needs to have sex with Eric
sometimes I feel
the world is pressing
against my chest
its waiting for me to cave in
are you alone
I am
or at least I feel that way
I am waiting
waiting for you
fighting off demons
telling people they're wrong
that you are more than clothes
that you love me
that you are so important to me
tell me I am right
maybe I am lying to myself
I am sure you can tell
surround me with something real
or world please come in
cave my fucking chest in
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